Wednesday, November 30, 2011

How it all began

Two months before my 44th birthday the doctor discovered an lump in my left breast during my annual check-up.

Needless to say this was a shock.  It hadn't been even a full year since my last clean mammogram.  When I called for an appointment to schedule for a new mammogram I had to ask for it to be moved forward because the doctor had found a lump.  The mammogram seemed to be clear at first.  I was told that because we had found a lump and the mammogram was inconclusive I needed to have an ultrasound done on the lump.  No big deal.  People have cysts all the time, right? So off to a new room for a different kind of test. 

There is something very foreboding in the silence that ensues as the tech captures image after image of 'the lump'.  She must have realized how scared I was getting.  She told me that it wasn't a cyst but a solid mass and that she needed to have a doctor look at the images.  More waiting.  Now I actually see a Doctor.  We need an ultrasound guided biopsy of the lump.  No problem, off to a third exam room.  The Doctor numbs the area and tried to take a biopsy.  Tried because she couldn't get the needle through the dense fibrous tissue of my breast.  After the second needle is finally forced through the tissue she takes 7 samples to send to the lab.  Normally this would now be the time to place a titanium marker to pinpoint the biopsy site, but the pathway was lost and after bending the needle the doctor decided we could skip this step.